Everything is a struggle

I am so frustrated to deal with people's doubt or mistrust in my effort for working at the new jobs in new location. I don't understand what are they made themselves being doubt or mistrust or worrying about my effort. If I apply a job, it is mean I am an interesting. I am not here to playing a game and listen of your doubt in your speech. Why would I have listen of your doubt every times? I am not speaking in doubt ways. I am going to speak straightforward - If you feel doubt or worry about my interesting then don't need to waste my time by hear your saying. I am tired of hearing this same thing almost every day. I just really want to get out of here this long time home. I don't feel motivation or happiness to be here in this long time home state. Why does this hold me back? I need to know what does this hold me back. Why does this really worst harder to get a job? I really hate everything what I am deal with. 😡😡😡