Live my life is like as challenge and pursing my own dream

This has been almost 3 months to live here in my new home PA. I discovered where is the right place for me living my life here, it was amazing! :] I thanked my cousin Cat for taught me anything to make me put my head up & loving who I really am. No one is able to replace him because there are hard to find similiar like him. You cannot be like him. You cannot be like me. I cannot be like yall. Just be ourselves who we are. :] I believe that being deaf is very challenge that you're fights about your right, deafness, and etc, mean that you aren't dumb to not give your challenge up whatever God gives you more blessed. If you aren't enough to challenge to fights for your everything, it mean you're dumb enough to let yourself be failure. I may continue keep hard working to be successfully african-american woman. I respect who I am, I respect my body, I respect my style, I respect my mother have me here this earth, and it is all about myself. I still don't have my own crews here PA because I haven't chance to meet more new people in my ages. I know I will have time to meet new people in my age. It is ok for you say ugly thing about me but I still love who I am. I am alright to see myself in the mirror when I'm sad, ugly, happy, angry, and etc. To look in the mirror is help me to look beautiful before I go hang out, work, to fitness, out of town, or anywhere. Anybody who is trying to damage who I am, it will hurt me but it's ok because I am with Jehovah. To belief my own religious, you cannot judge people what are they believe because there is nothing to going against you. But it against God, because God know people don't want to hear the truth in true religious.