Wednesday, May 25, 2011

My life

......You might read my life stories about the past. Now I am telling you what is up in my life now.

Many happened that I experienced awful where it put me in the wrong path. I was so young lady. Some people did warn me something need to be carefully but I decided not listen to them. I thought I would have to end up in my life at that moment. I end up in twice times at mental hospital. When I ran out of one hundred thousand dollars, I realized that I always need them to keep in my bank. I want that money to spend on what I need and support my family. I was like, "I wish I have that money right now. I was not responsible enough to handle that money when I was eighteen years old." My emotion was very depression and confused. I thought I made the right decision when I went on the different path. Some people were against me and took advantage of me while I was innocent. I never looking forward to have a life forever. I gave up everything I had in the past. That reason I felt a lot of lonely in the world. I decided to change my life and put myself in Jehovah's hand.

Today, I have apartment with 2 bedrooms and one bathroom includes a hardwood floors. I have a nice car with minor damage by deer hit. I attend christian meetings at Kingdom Hall of Jehovah's Witness. Jehovah teach me a marvelous lesson to learn everyday. I became happy person to learn from Jehovah's teaching. My goals are becoming Jehovah's Witness and involves Jehovah's Kingdom. I never complain anything at all! I don't feel any regret to put myself holding Jehovah's hand. He know me. He have been patient with me so much well!