Live my life is like as challenge and pursing my own dream

This has been almost 3 months to live here in my new home PA. I discovered where is the right place for me living my life here, it was amazing! :] I thanked my cousin Cat for taught me anything to make me put my head up & loving who I really am. No one is able to replace him because there are hard to find similiar like him. You cannot be like him. You cannot be like me. I cannot be like yall. Just be ourselves who we are. :] I believe that being deaf is very challenge that you're fights about your right, deafness, and etc, mean that you aren't dumb to not give your challenge up whatever God gives you more blessed. If you aren't enough to challenge to fights for your everything, it mean you're dumb enough to let yourself be failure. I may continue keep hard working to be successfully african-american woman. I respect who I am, I respect my body, I respect my style, I respect my mother have me here this earth, and it is all about myself. I still don't have my own crews here PA because I haven't chance to meet more new people in my ages. I know I will have time to meet new people in my age. It is ok for you say ugly thing about me but I still love who I am. I am alright to see myself in the mirror when I'm sad, ugly, happy, angry, and etc. To look in the mirror is help me to look beautiful before I go hang out, work, to fitness, out of town, or anywhere. Anybody who is trying to damage who I am, it will hurt me but it's ok because I am with Jehovah. To belief my own religious, you cannot judge people what are they believe because there is nothing to going against you. But it against God, because God know people don't want to hear the truth in true religious.

Ready.....Set.....Go?

Since I'm not going to nor Galladuet University and Rochester Insititute of Technogoly, I want go to community college for my first two years or return to school and finish the course of requirement to approve Georgia colleges. Ugh, my grammar is awful! All of these grammar rules were confusing me, and do you understand this? oh boy. By the way, I feel I want to involve my world as my deafness more but sometime I feel lonely in this world - like no one else know my name, isn't that awesome? I realized that wasn't real Desiree when the amazing basketball player involved the bad sistuation as drug, partyhead, and etc. U know what I'm talked about, blah? The old Desiree was tried to be cool and sometime tried make people attention to make her look I'm COOL. FAREWELL the old DESIREE. However, you will likes the NEW desiree. MUCHHH BETTER, for sure.

As example character of the OLD desiree:
Marijuna
Partyhead
Smoke cigars
Being heavy drinker
$$$$$
Don't care about grades
Attend every party
Bad represent
Tried to be cool hard

As example character of the NEW desiree:
caring about grades. shoot.
Start take a new step to understand what is the purpose of LIFE
Humble
Social
Dirty off my shoulder if you talk bad about me (Maybe you, hmm..)
Discover who is my TRUE friends. yeah I been thru hard time to find who are they
College
Be real - tell you who I really am
Learn many new lesson

My people: thank you all whoever been try help me out and make me become better person. I love yall

dude, how y'all do that? LOL. U ain't no professional


In the additional, John T. Bramlett is my heroes. Awesome. Cool. and yeah, I love him no matter what
My mom - I miss you and love you forever. see you soon.
My great grandmother - raised me in my entire life. wonderful person
My uncle Maurice - dude, you taught me how to play basketball in trick way. I love you. I looked up at you, you're like as my big brother
Kate Kuhar - middle school interpreter. came visit me at hospital. that's sweet of her.
Marla Smith - that is my clown. where is she going? maybe she is at circus
Falon Hall - boo boo. Ever you're my best dude, of course. BUT, sometime you're tripping. GRR. ;p
Jamie Fields- Brother, you will be alright. I will always be there for you
Dentrience Arnold- I'm sorry I don't know how to spell your name! Daughter, I love you.
Teraca Florence - girl, I missed our laugh together. keep that in our good memories
Bobbie Walker - Leave that ugly woman alone, Jackie will not bugging you again!
Derrick Cotton - oh you, cuzin. Still want do wrestling wit me? nah, I'm tired.
Brittney Brown- whoo. you crack me up! LOL
Thalia Garcia - my homegirl. yo, come back here and visit your black girl
Branden McCarter- that is my boy. damn you always have interesting conversation
Meghan Cowin- shh, I know what you talked about. FEEL YO.
Tiffany Slieff- thank you for anything and even went there for my graduation day.
Unique Pate- babygirl, do your HOMEWORK!
Savannah Seldon- take your thumb out of your mouth. gross.
Robert McCrae- you're cool cousin. I see where you came from
Daddy- What the? that made my heartbreak for you not being there in my moment.
Lauren Tanyehill- Excuse me, I think I need go now. give me a hug
Shavenia Jenkins- yes, cousin. thank you for understanding. family SUPPOSE NOT to left me out.
Dante Jenkins- Pooh, let me know whenever you got a place. be carefully.
Melinda Adams- love you. thank you for advice
Kennesaw Mountain High School-- greeting to cool staff. will miss you.
My pitbull- don't try them. they're my protect.
Kathy Wright-Starr- I remembered you sing Wright-Starrrrr. of course, everybody know your last name.
Briarlake Elementary School- my god. I remembered I sing Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thurs Fri Sat Sun what is today? soo cute!
Kobe Bryant - yo, man. stop show off, fool.




blah blah. it's 11:37am. I gotta back to sleep.